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Dec. 31st, 2037 @ 12:00 am Testing...
Current Mood: contemplative
This entry is just to test something. If any of you noticed this entry, this is an entry to test a theory on why I can't post in any earlier year. Apparently the integer variable assigned to the time and date on many computers is going to run of values by a certain day in 2038, as it's been counting seconds up from 1970. (For some reason I can't figure out, though, they used a signed integer... Because modern computers need to be able to think they're in the 1930's or before?). So if LJ uses the same clock system (as my inabillity to post before 1970 would suggest, although the fact that I couldn't post before 1970 further demonstrates the inanity of a signed integer variable for date/time), then I shouldn't be able to post beyond Jan. 19, 03:14:07, 2038. Well, here it goes...
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Lazy pangolin
Jun. 12th, 2008 @ 12:50 am Nerd rants
 I'm not sure why I'm updating this.  I'm mostly bored, so I decided I'd make note of a few trivial things...

First, I'd like to say that I've tried the three new Mt. Dew flavors, and although they're all not half bad, only one of them lives up to its name: Voltage, which does indeed have potential.  Super Nova does not become Mt. Dew Neutron Star when it's done (or black hole if it's a 2 liter) and does not leave an aftertaste of neutrinos (although we probably wouldn't be able to taste them anyway), and Revolution is neither revolting (although I'm kind of happy for that), nor is it revolving without an external cause.  Then again, "mountain dew" used to be slang for moonshine, so that's not an especially accurate name either.

Secondly, on the upcoming movie Wanted, I've only yet seen the trailer and already I've noticed a glaring hole in the physics.  There's a scene where someone instructs someone else to curve their bullet, which they then accomplish by twisting the gun at a funny angle when they shoot.  Now, in the scene the gun goes from a normally oriented position to a sideways position with the barrel still pointed in the same direction in a fashion normally associated with hip hop thugs, presumably while the bullet is travelling the length of the barrel.  Granted, there's some superhuman speed involved, but that's acceptable.  Considering every modern gun barrel is rifled, the bullet already spins along the axis which that spin would be increased (or decreased, depending on the direction of that spin), so if the bullet were to curve under this effect, it would already be doing so in any gun, but the spin creates equal forces on all sides, so the only curving is due to gravity and perhaps occasional gusts of wind.  What the rifling and subsequent spin does accomplish is in fact the opposite, creating a gyroscopic effect which keeps the bullet pointed in the same direction and makes it travel straighter.  The most they could hope to accomplish is decrease this spin to make the bullet less accurate, but that would not at all make it follow a nice, neat arch, but would just reduce its accuracy to that of a civil war musket.  I assume what they wanted to accomplish was a baseball curve ball pitch, but that would rely on the ball spinning in an axis perpendicular to the ground.  This would make the bullet wildly inaccurate, as it would no longer point forward as it traveled, and I'm not even sure what effect the geometry of the bullet would have on the standard physics involved when attempting to act as a curve ball.  The normal effect is accomplished by the fact that, when spinning as described, one side will be travelling faster than the other, which, as per the Bernoulli effect, creates different pressures, and thus a force that causes it to curve.  Now, there is a possibility of curving a bullet that the movie does not use, which would require shooting the bullet at an upwards angle, but moving the gun increadibly quickly at an angle downwards perpendicular of the line of travel.  If done right, the bullet would travel diagonally to the direction it points, but as it would be pointing upwards, it would still travel forwards, so assuming the natural spin due to the rifling were sufficient (or even spin were added during this downward movement), then the bullet would be rotating at enough of an angle to produce a curving flight path.  The more upwards the gun is pointed, the more of a curve could be achieved, but the faster one would have to move the gun at a perpendicular angle in order to keep the bullet flying along its intended path at a decent speed (because presumably the fastest you'd have to move the gun would be at the speed the bullet leaves the barrel, but extreme angles that would leave the bullet suspended in air).  Also, it would work if the gun were pointed downwards and moved upwards (assuming of course that my original premise isn't flawed).  All of this made me very disappointed, because I am a fan of a cheesy action movie, but only if its the movie that's cheesy and not the action.  Also, it showed a scene where someone shoots someone else's bullet out of the air, which is something I've been wanting to see since I was coming up with things they could have done after the first Matrix, which the sequels didn't take nearly enough advantage of the potential the first one allowed them in either philosophy or cool action special effects.  The second one made a bit of an attempt at some metaphysics with several suggestions of causality, but it was mostly dialog and wasn't really tied in with the plot well.  And as for the final battle between Neo and Agent Smith, they were supposedly two near-omnipotent forces, so why did their climactic battle primarily involve flying back and forth punching each other?  I was expecting both of their powers to become insane, with teleportation, jedi stuff, etc...  Hell, a little kung-fu would have been nice.  The kind of stuff a being with complete control over his universe should be able to do.  Obviously, I was very disappointed in the third movie, especially because it had practically zero metaphysical ideas worth mentioning.

Huh...  I didn't expect that second part to take nearly that much explanation.  Oh, well.  For the rest of the summer while I'm still lacking things to do, I hope to add some other random nonsense to this journal, including things I probably should have noted during those times while I wasn't upgrading my journal if for no other reason than to record the stories for a future date.  Admittedly, I never cared much to have my journal for that reason, and rather just used it to share ideas with friends, I might as well, seeing as I've not much else to do, and it is a journal after all.

That's all for now.  Time to find another way to kill time...
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Nerd
Jun. 9th, 2008 @ 04:55 am Behold the power of cheese!
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I just thought you all should know that a study showed that cheese helps you think:
Scientists have found that people with high levels of the brain chemical serotonin are more likely to succeed in delicate negotiations affecting their own interests. Serotonin is manufactured in the body from the amino acid, tryptophan, which is present in several foods – and cheese is a particularly good source.
Other foods it recommended were "meat, soya beans, sesame seeds, chocolate, oats, bananas, dried dates, milk and salmon," noting that cheese was one of the best sources of tryptophan.  Additionally, although the study seemed to have focused on serotonin enhancing your negotiating ability, it would also enhance most other reasoning skills, and probably other mental functions, including mood, as serotonin is a chemical targeted by a kind of antidepressants called Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors (SRIs) which do not increase serotonin production but instead decrease its absorbtion.  However, one must note that there is probably a threshold for the improvement, because although tryptophan is important for manufacturing serotonin, this does not mean that its presence in the body directly stimulates serotonin production.  So eating cheese will prevent one from being low on serotonin, but may not provide more than normal levels (although it may; I don't know exactly how it works).
 
Anyway, I think I'm going to go throw half a block of cheese in a bunch of no-bean chili, eat, and go to bed.  Note that I was going to do this before I read the article, but now I feel even better about it than I already did.
c. m. edge
 
P.S. I'm going to double-post this in a slightly altered form to [info]cheese_party, just incase anyone wanted to know that.
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Applewood Cheddar
Jun. 7th, 2008 @ 10:20 am Intelligence
 Is it possible for a mind--and by mind, I just mean a thought process in even the loosest sense--to form an intelligent understanding of a universe when it exists purely linguistically, viz. having no perception except communication with other intelligences?  It would seem to have the higher levels without the proper lower levels of optical, auditory, tactal, etc. evidence, therefore preventing it from building its ideas on anything, thus attempting to construct a castle in the sky.  Yet if it could grasp abstract concepts, it could perhaps formulate an idea of the physical out of the metaphysical.  But would even abstract concepts of thought be plausible without concrete foundations?  Can something have a sense of self without a reference point?  Or would it be the intellectual opposite of a parrot--instead of simply mimicking words and naming objects, could it recite full thoughts without them being attached to any meaning?
It seems the ideal place to begin teaching this unusual intelligence about the world would be with number theory--a system independent of physical worlds.  This could be used both as a demonstration of the communication actually being with an intelligent mind, and of a basis for further development of a universe.  Granted, there would be no real representation of any universe described to this mind, but it could be as real as non-Euclidean geometries are to mathematicians, which is to say, not real in any sense as most would interpret it, but still capable of some sort of completeness (except for the whole Gödel's Incompleteness Theorem thing).  Light and sound would just be ideas for the mind, but is that any different from how they exist in our minds?
Admittedly, we understand little about how, despite being entirely similar on the lowest, physical level of representation, we still seperate sight from sound in our consciousnesses.  Indeed, this remains one of the biggest mysteries of intelligence.  Yet could a similar effect be created without the actual sensory input?  Could it be stimulated and simulated with language alone?
I'm not even sure if I'm pondering the nature of language or intelligence anymore.  This is surely something I'll have to think more on.
The context in which I thought of this whole thing was were there ever to be a computer that somehow simulated all the necessary levels of intelligence (I won't speculate on what all that might be here), but whose only connection to any outside world would be through a text prompt.  Granted, because you could not say "Apple" than point to an apple, it would have to have a certain knowledge base programmed in, something of a dictionary translated into data it can understand.  Which again raises the question if it actually does understand, or if it just makes connections to other parts of its foundation-less knowledge and never achieves anything else.

Oh, yeah...  My journal...  Uh, I was bored.  Also, I'm glad I had something to say on a topic other than morality, because looking back through my journal it seems that every other entry had copied and pasted that quote Mary has her Facebook profile about good and evil.  Granted, those entries were sparse, spread out over a couple years, so I had an excuse for forgetting what I had written, but nevertheless things were getting kind of crazy, and I'm fairly certain Mary was the only one who ever read them.

That's all for now, and perhaps for a while.  I make no promises either way as to the future activity of this journal.

c. m. edge 

P.S. I apologize for any spelling errors, but the umlaut in "Gödel" broke the spellchecker. 

P.P.S. I just noticed when updating my AIM profile with the date of my most recent journal update (because I never bothered to remove the link from my profile) that today's date is written with a contracted year as 06-07-08.  That amused me mildly.
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Lazy pangolin
Nov. 3rd, 2007 @ 02:10 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: hungry

HAPPY NATIONAL SANDWICH DAY! 

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Lazy pangolin
Oct. 25th, 2007 @ 02:47 am Work, Intelligence, and God
Although it may have seemed that I abandoned my journal altogether, more accurately it just lost its purpose. I was in regular contact with practically all the people who read it, and unlike some people, I use this more as a channel of communication than just a place to record my thoughts. People are now in Morgantown while I happen not to be, so perhaps I'll once again attempt keeping up with the journal.
I wouldn't expect too much, but I didn't expect much to come of it the first time around, and in the end I had pages of rants and a girlfriend from it all, so perhaps I should start again.
Well, as I restart, I'm going to be mimicking my first beginning, except combining my first two entries into this one. My very first entry was about how Josh convinced me to start a journal, and how I'd probably ignore it. I've covered that. My second entry was about how I hated my job.
Well, I don't have a job, but I did just find this article on digg which I enjoyed and agree with entirely. For those of you too lazy too either click on that link or read the article, then the following is a summary:
The guy's generally irritated about how everyone he worked with in his first few jobs preferred doing nothing to working and even seemed proud of how they got paid to "sit in air conditioned offices" or "play solitaire" all day, and thus he dubbed them the "Working Dead." He goes on to suggest that it's not so much about work ethic (which he doesn't explicitly state), but just the fact that doing nothing forty hours a week is incredibly, painfully boring (which he does say, more or less). He would rather be working so long as the work is mentally stimulating than doing nothing.
And although I said I agree with everything that was in the article, I must also say that there were some things that the article didn't mention that it should have. Firstly, he says nothing about the quality of the people who choose to do nothing all day. So, either he was just being polite and avoiding insulting people, or he really doesn't have anything against the people but is just incredibly bored. However, considering the complaints about the government employee who he worked with who napped in a truck most of the day while he sat there bored, and considering the connotation of the title "Working Dead," I'd have to say that the more likely scenario is that he was just trying to be polite. I, however, cannot.
The point I already made is that they obviously lack work ethic, which is, in my opinion, wrong. Moreover, though, these "Working Dead" are simply idiots; they avoid mental stimulation, and aren't necessarily mentally less capable, but are instead less intelligent by choice, which in my opinion is far worse. However, this is just another of the many symptoms of the sad state our society is in.
I must digress briefly, having just now drawn together two ideas I failed to connect before. This past spring, when I went to Washington, D.C. with the WPHS Japanese Club, I spent most of the time talking to Mr. Mattis. As tends to be the case with my conversations, often we'd end up discussing the flaws of society. Mr. Mattis is particularly irritated by the No Child Left Behind legislation and the state of schools in general, and I agree entirely, but I digress, and digressing from a digression would lose my original point. Anyway, when I commented about the decline of America, he rebutted. He said that the American people have always been idiots, and that every generation has believed theirs to be the worst. Although he in many ways is right, I couldn't agree with him on this point, but at the time I failed to formulate a proper argument. Last week, however, I read an article I read in Scientific American about the Flynn Effect, which is the phenomenon witnessed in over thirty countries (all the countries where they had data, in fact) where every generation shows a noticible increase in IQ scores over the previous. And although at first this seems to disagree entirely and in fact disprove my opinion that society is declining, with further understanding of the concept it actually supports my belief.
The first thing I must say about the Flynn effect is the obvious lack of evidence in everyday life (or even, as I see it, the contrary evidence where the population is degrading). Moreover, in places where they have data spanning back towards the early 1900's or further, the effect continued, suggesting that the average IQ back then was 50-70, while today's average IQ is approximately 100. This finding would suggest that all our forefathers were by our standards mentally retarded, which obviously isn't the case. The article gave two reasons for the Flynn effect.
Firstly, is the type of intelligence people had. It gave the example question of "What do a dog and a rabbit have in common?" People of a hundred or more years ago were necessarily utilitarian. They saw things practically, and how they should be used to survive. When presented with such a question, their likely response was that a dog is used to hunt rabbits. Today, however, with modern technology simplifying our survival and with widespread teaching of scientific concepts (although not necessarily effectively, which was the topic of a special edition of Scientific American, but again I mustn't digress any further into the faults of our education system while already digressing, yet there are points on this particular subject I would like to make in this digression itself) the most likely answer is that dogs and rabbits are both mammals. Yet the older generation in this example existed before the general populace were presented with any ideas of general science such as classifications of animals or abstract problem solving. However, on an IQ test, the utilitarian answer would receive no points, while the less-practical classification would give full points. So, the first explanation of the Flynn effect is simply advances in science and curriculum (even though teaching methods haven't exactly kept up with the material taught).
The second point that must be made in the Flynn effect is that the differences in IQ observed from generation to generation appear primarily between the results of tests taken at earlier ages, almost disappearing in many of the catagories tested by the time each generation reaches adulthood. So, although there is a suggestion here that the children do get a boost in intelligence over their parents, it's either completely circumstantial given an increase in exposure to slightly more abstract concepts at younger ages, or failure to exploit any increase in intelligence diminishes it's effects. Possibly both explanations are true to a certain extent, for it's highly improbable that huge leaps are made in evolution of the brain between generation, but even Mr. Mattis had to admit that our education system does not take advantage of the capabilities of our youth. Either way, though, it does further suggest that the increase in IQ is largely superficial, at least as an argument that our population is in any way improving.
How this does in fact support my argument that our population is declining despite demonstrating increases in IQ is that I must simply redefine the idea of how society is declining. We're not getting capable of intelligence by any means. However, we are using less of our capacity, and the larger part of the population is contributing essentially nothing to society, save occasional trivial labor when they're not playing solitaire.
A hundred years ago and more, people made full use of the resources given to them. Admittedly, then it was out of necessity; there was no room for the lazy, mindless "Working Dead" that pervade our modern society (digressing to the original topic within the digression... is that allowed?). Everyone had to work to keep the community alive. Today, however, most of us are more free than ever to explore the limits of human knowledge and subsequently expand upon them, yet so few of us do. The understanding and advancement of science hasn't been of particular interest to the hoi polloi probably since the Cold War era. Instead, people's lives are made easier with technological advances, and to survive or even be comfortable less effort is required of people. So we are declining because as our individual potentials increase, most people do even less than members of previous generations, neither required to work to survive nor inspired to work to improve.
There is, of course, no easy solution, or else things would hopefully not be this way. There is however a solution. The first thing that needs to be done is reformation of education.
I won't go into detail, but I will here elaborate on my previous statement that our schools' teaching methods haven't evolved along with the subjects they're used to teach. I have discussed at length the failures of education and possible alternatives with several people, especially Mary. One thing I have decided is that our curricula are generally assembled backwards, progressing in what seems to be a more chronological order of when the ideas were developed than the more logical order of beginning with the fundamentals, defining systems and constructing increasingly larger and more complicated systems each grade. It may have made sense to teach arithmetic first before the days of abstract math, or to teach spelling and grammar before we understood the mechanics of linguistics, but now we have a better understanding of how things work. Arithmetic should not be memorized, but instead be demonstrations of fundamental algebra, just as spelling should be a function of etymology. I used to doubt that children could comprehend such concepts, but after reading this article about using the Socratic method to teach binary arithmetic to third graders, and after watching the National Spelling Bee on ESPN one late night and witnessing the kids actually asking the language of origin and deffinition to essentially calculate the spelling of the words they were given, I changed my mind. The children are capable, the question is whether or not we are capable of teaching them. Indeed, when I was young enough to still find the Jetsons amusing, it always struck me as interesting that the writers of the show assumed that Elroy, at whatever young age he was (6? 8?) would be taking calculus (or now I suppose they could have been suggesting that we aged at a much slower rate in order to live longer, the earlier seemed simpler for my young mind to grasp, and even now living longer would only make sense as an expansion of the adult life, as an increase in any part of the lifespan before the end of puberty would only unnecessarily delay development and would add little of real value to our lives). Yet whenever I'd see a child--as I was--studying calculus, I knew there had to be a flaw somewhere in the logic: either the writers were mistaken in assuming that a child of the future was significantly more intelligent than modern children, or, the idea--which I was inclined towards at the time because of my immature egotism but more recently have found greater reason to prefer--that someone really ought to be teaching me calculus.
Yet education is only the necessary beginning. I noticed in my Sociology 101 text when I was taking the class in its listing of the values of American society that intelligence, knowledge, wisdom, or any similar mental acuity was conspicuously absent. So, we as a people need to value intelligence. Although my earlier example of a motivator towards making science important was the Cold War, Americans have since become proud, maintaining unfounded feelings of superiority without the desire to demonstrate their capabilities on the world stage or otherwise compete with other countries, and as such we've already lost our claim to being the best. So, not only would threatening other countries simply to start another Cold War as a tool to improve our social values be frowned upon by most of the world, it would probably be inaffective anyway. Yet there are other ways to encourage intelligence. A shift in popular entertainment making smart the new cool would be a great boost for much of the population if executed expertly enough (which, in my opinion, would largely involve Bill Nye). Additionally, an increase in economic biases towards intelligence (such as high pay for professors, engineers, teachers (especially ones using the Socratic Method), etc.) and a shift away from high paid corporate executives, lawyers, and athletes (not to say being successful in business and law doesn't require intelligence so much as to say that firstly, neither are known for strong ethics, although moral advancement of our society is a topic for another day, and secondly, bureaucracy is a component of the ignorance of the hoi polloi, which, although very relevant to my discussions both of declining society and the "Working Dead", may push this rant past critical mass and destroy our galaxy, and by that I mean it's getting too late for me).
To bring my ramblings full circle from my digression to my original topic, one of the primary things that would be necessary for a shift in wages for intelligent workers and a tool to combat lazy workers would be the engineering of a new meter to measure productivity, since the hour is the same for the guy playing solitaire as it is for the guy actually working. Although I've yet to come up with a proper alternative just yet, it is a problem I've only recently begun considering. The obvious challenge is how to measure and thus evaluate the intangible; measuring how many gadgets someone builds in a day is easy, but measuring ideas is not. However, as I've been writing for probably three hours (note that my introduction was meant to promise infrequent entries, not short ones), I must simply ask that anyone who has read this far (or even just this paragraph) consider ideas for alternative metrics for wages and thusly comment.
I only have two things left to say. First, is a (hopefully) brief explanation of the problems of bureaucracy, just to tie up that lose end (and threaten the integrity of the space-time continuum). The largest problem with bureaucracy is that it is used as a tool to bypass thought. For instance, instead of people understanding and deciding what's right or wrong, we have a complicated tangle of legislation that requires years of study to being to understand, as an attempt to prevent any misguided intelligence from erring and favoring wrong. Yet, there are two results. The first is that people no longer think for themselves about morality, but instead are forced to follow the excessive numbers of laws set before them like zombies (much like the "Working Dead"). The second result is that the more complicated the system, the more opportunities there are for holes (Gödels Incompleteness Theorem demonstrates that any system sufficiently developed--that is, complete--eventually creates inevitable possibilities for paradoxes--incompleteness, and any system that's not sufficiently complex is obviously incomplete in being insufficiently developed to demonstrate such ideas, so a complete formal system is impossible, and this is without considering that our legal system does not even manage to conform to the rules necessary of a formal system to begin with), and thus eventually something so designed as our legal system becomes simply a manipulation of legislation as opposed to the ethical foundation it was intended to be.
My final point is the idea of work ethic, which in all honesty I'm mostly using as a segway into another lengthy rant that I wrote a few weeks ago and, as an experiment, posted on Facebook instead of here, and thus went largely unnoticed only to be read by Mary. Within the rant, I explain my opinion of what good and evil truely are, and, following the idea of a quote of mine that has been on Mary's Facebook profile for a while, taken from a conversation we had online, and I tend to recycle it a lot myself, where I define evil as the absence of good, and not any actual opposing force, and thus inaction is as bad as actively doing wrong, which can easily be projected into a work environment (assuming the job is not itself immoral by deffinition):

Actions alone cannot make a person good; a person is good also because of what motivates him to act. Anyone can follow all the laws or never violate the Ten Commandments and still be neither good nor wise, but instead be an ignorant fool who in the absence of such laws could not make the right choice... and were they ever to face a situation where the right thing to do was to break a law, their blind obedience would be as evil as anything else. Evil, as I see it, is the disregard of what is good, not the active will to combat it. The men most think of as truly evil do not sit there choosing their actions to "avoid good" and "seek bad". They care not of what is good or bad, but will choose their actions for greed, lust, personal gratification. Likewise, the man who does not come to understand good and evil but instead blindly follows the rules shares the same apathy towards right and wrong. He who does not actively seek good is as a result evil. Even if he would not harm another man, if neither would he help him when he could then there is no good in him.

And now, with these final words and a copy and paste of my other rant, (which, although related in several ways to my previous rant, was written completely independent of this one, and therein begins with a focus on religion instead of on working or society as this one does; note also that it is purely a copy and paste, as it's far too late for me to bother editing my disclaimer about how it's on Facebook and not on LJ) I must retire for the night. I hope some actually read this, and I hope that it gives you something to think about. Just as much, I hope that you in turn comment and give me something to think about.

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Stork
Apr. 19th, 2007 @ 06:32 am (no subject)
Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: Pandora.com
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It's been forever since I updated, but I'm bored and insomnolent, so I figured I might as well.
As far as my life goes, I feel like I'm derailing, but not exactly as a bad thing. If all goes well over the next few weeks I'll have two engineering degrees and no clue what's next. I want to do grad school, but I also want to take a little time off before that. Just a semester or two. No matter what though, I feel like I'm being vomitted into the rest of my life all of a sudden, and I don't know if I'm ready for it. I'm sure I'll manage, but nevertheless there's an inevitable anxiety and excitement that comes with such uncertainty.
That aside, life's pretty much good as always. Busy with school, but that's inevitible (hence my inclination towards abeyance afterwards). My Pandora radio has acknowledged "great musicianship" and "demanding instrumental part writing" as key points in my taste in music. I'm somewhat proud of that, but in many ways it seems like some of the obvious things to look for in music. It upsets me that people spend so much money on music without knowing anything about it, and I wish my knowledge of music were the norm and not an exception. As money is the driving force in this nation, I'm somewhat surprised that people so readily waste it on the pop crap they do, and yet it's no surprise, seeing as people are so immature. One would like to think that the popularity of iPods and such would lend to a greater interest in music, but quite to the contrary it has fed the cheapening of music, watering it down until it becomes the tediously simplistic rhythms with imbecillic, slang filled lyrics that we see pervading the market. I'd rather people have no interest in music than bad taste.
Obviously, though, people never grow out of their childlike instinct to imitate. It's an important survival skill for young humans and animals alike, but in humans the brain matures giving reasoning abilities and capacity for abstract thought and creativity. However, our society has become centered around the concept of blind, unquestioning obedience as opposed to reasoned morality, because we bestow it into our children in the schools, and then it's accepted as adults in jobs and governments. People are trained to do what's expected of them, no more, no less. We attend school to get grades and get to the next step, not to learn. We obey our parents often simply because "they said so." We then get a job not to contribute to society but to earn a wage. We participate in ineffective bureaucracies and obey illogical legislation because, by this point, we know no better. We are incapable of thinking for ourselves. And this, combined with the greedy expectation of instant gratification for minimal effort and a complete refusal to take responsibility for one's own life is what is killing this country. We as a country seek rewards for nothing in return, and to blame everything that goes wrong on someone else. It's time we stood up and acknowledged that we're all to blame. It's not the government, the education system, the religions, or anything else. It's the universal component--the people who participate in all these.
On a similar note, I've become somewhat upset about the coverage given to the VA Tech shootings. Not to say they don't deserve coverage, quite conversely. Nevertheless, it upsets me that people set to work immediately blaming violent media, lack of gun control, and everything else for the incident. Truly, however, this incident defies a simple answer. Perhaps a violent culture contributes a lot to other, more typical crime--crime driven by vengeful anger and greed--but this is completely different. This incident is a freak--a unique occurrence, and therein cannot be explained by constants that are universal for much of society. But, like I've noted, people are incapable of thinking abstractly, and just go on pointing fingers blindly and following those pointing fingers.
And yet, this ignorant hoi polloi is one of the sadly one of the better ones on this planet. I learned a day or two ago that Zimbabwe has a 6000% inflation rate. If I had to guess, the government is just minting way too much money, flooding the market. Whatever the cause, though, the economy is more harmful than helpful, when obviously a properly implemented capitalist economy can be very good. It shows two things: firstly, that the system is not flawed, but the people are, and secondly, that there are parts of the world not ready to make the advances that some of us have made.
Take for instance the Middle East. They're still struggling with the whole religious tolerance thing that America was founded on, but there are countries that have nuclear programs despite.
At any rate, I could go on for pages upon pages, but here I will stop for now, and likely ignore my journal for a while because nobody reads it anyway.
I ought to go sleep for a few hours, since the sun is rising.
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Stork
Feb. 16th, 2007 @ 10:30 am (no subject)
Current Mood: content
Well, it's been a while. Normally after such a long absence I post a ten page entry, but today I'm not going to. I'm just going to post a short entry, firstly because I'm tired but not yet ready to go back to bed, secondly because I'd never remember everything I should put, thirdly I guess I'm just trying to ease my way back into the habit of communicating through LJ.

That said, here's the real meat of the post.

I would like to announce that I just attended a lecture without putting my pants on. Technology is indeed a beautiful thing.

Oh, and Quakers. Watch it. It's the most amusing twenty seconds I've found this week.

Alright. That's about it. It's good to be wasting other people's time again.
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Turtle
Sep. 1st, 2006 @ 04:19 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tired
Well, now onto a slightly less serious rant....
I just got back from the bank to deposit a couple checks, and I asked them for a two dollar bill. It surprised me to get a 2003 one because I thought they stopped printing those, but oh, well. At any rate, I need it because there's a vending machine on the engineering campus that claims to accept two dollar bills, and I must try it... Whoever collects the money from that machine will undoubtedly be confused... And now that I know that there are still two dollar bills about, I need to start using them more regularly.
At any rate, my schedule this semester consists of classes from about 8AM to 8PM Tuesday and Thursday, but no class Monday, Wednesday, or Friday. At first it seems tough to have twelve hourse of class/lab in a row with minimal breaks, but considering I have five days a week off, and I tend to put things off and do them all at once when I have the chance to choose when I do things, this schedule fits me well.
That's about all for now. Go spend two dollar bills! Get them into circulation!
c. m. edge


EDIT: I just wanted to say that it may be a while before I post again, not because of the usual reasons, but because currently I have two entries on my journal's first page of recent entries that are over five pages long when copied into MS Word, and it amuses me. After my next entry, though, one of them will be shoved to the next page...

EDIT: Oh, and one more thing I forgot to mention: The Producers show is coming to Morgantown. I've probably told everyone who reads this, but just in case, now you know. Everyone must go.
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Happy fish
Aug. 31st, 2006 @ 06:31 am A Pluto manifesto, perhaps?
Current Mood: contemplative
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First, I'd like to say that Pluto is so a planet. Why? A few decades ago some astronomer saw something in the sky that no one had ever seen before and called it a "planetary nebula". It turns out that it was the gas and plasma shell of a dying star being ejected into space as the core implodes and the star transforms from a red giant to a white dwarf. The phenomenon witnessed in fact had nothing to do with any planets, but the name stuck. Why? Because it's just a name, and that's what they were already being called.
So, let's consider what we've learned here. Pluto used to be considered a planet. Recently some scientists decided that Pluto is no longer classified as a planet. Does this change the nature of Pluto in any way? No. Does this change how Pluto interacts with other objects? No. Does it change any information astronomers have on Pluto? Just what they're calling it. So, does it change in any way how we're going to perceive the sun's satellite which we call Pluto? Not really.
The real question isn't whether or not Pluto is a planet. The real question is, why does it even matter? Which in turn leads directly to the question, why bother? Seriously, don't these scientists have more important research, videlicet studies that actually accomplish something and contribute real information to the world's knowledge base?
It has always seemed to me that mankind likes to put things in boxes. They like to draw lines and label things, and then argue extensively about those lines and labels that don't really mean anything or affect what they're drawn on or what they're labeling. Whether it be our excessively bureaucratic system of law and government, the classification of Pluto, or our apparent overdiagnosing of all sorts of "disorders", people like to pretend like the world is divided into neat, little, individual units like each sentence in this rant, each word in each sentence, and each letter in turn.
The truth is, however, that things are generally fuzzy. Try as we may, the borders we place maintain no real meaning or value and fail greatly to affect whatever they're placed upon. No matter how many laws we write, there will always be exceptions and inadequacies. I would say that we should stop while we're ahead, but we're not ahead, nor have we been since sometime around the Washington administration. And although we make increasingly more laws to standardize and simplify our government, in reality all they accomplish is complication and curruption. Yes, the more laws we create, the deeper we hide the true nature of good and evil, leaving a mask of bureaucracy upon anything of real use, and gradually we lose sight of right and wrong and replace it with Article 7 Section 1.4.4.1.22034b, third paragraph on the second page, which explicitly states that its own existence is just plain silly.
When we're born, most parents believe it necessary to bestow in their children a sense of right and wrong. However, considering that most parents underestimate their children's capacity for abstract thought and moreover considering that most parents don't understand right and wrong themselves, they simply end up making a bunch of rules. Children are thus taught obedience, not goodness. Granted, both the what and the why are necessary--with such immature views of the world, our children require both direct commands of what they should do and indirect principles which those commands are based on; they need to know not only the proper way to live but the reason that way is the best. Nevertheless, I'ven't seen any accounts of problems with parents teaching only abstract ideas of good and evil. In fact, my parents never had explicit rules, but they did go about saying things like "Clean your room," "Go to bed," and "Don't set your sister on fire," rather explicitly. The problem of course comes about when parents do things with a "Because I said so, and I'm the adult," attitude, as opposed to "Because I have more experience and I understand that you have to [somethin' somethin'] because of [somethin' somethin'] or else [somethin' somethin']."
After a few years, we go off to school, where the rules are very explicit. By high school I was given a "Student Handbook" which had all rules listed, and many times throughout my schooling they were reviewed. Of course, never were they justified. The "Because I'm the adult/authority," attitude became even worse, and any hint of right and wrong was replaced with meaningless systems of rewards and punishments. If you did what they wanted, you got good grades. If you didn't, you were sent to detention. It didn't matter that there were kids who got good grades just to get good grades and not to actually learn, nor did it matter that there were kids in detention who didn't really see it as any sort of punishment. It therefore didn't matter that the education system failed to educate both the "good" and "bad" students. Moreover, it didn't matter that there were a few students who weren't challenged by the material and decided that repetitive practice to reinforce or even demonstrate their understanding was unnecessary, who realized that grades were ultimately trivial, and they really wanted to learn something but weren't given the opportunity because they were stuck with all the other students doing the same nonsense.
Around late middle school and early high school, a large number of students begin to realize the triviality of the authorities at least to a small degree. Almost all of those students, however, realize much more than that. This leads to students who have stopped obeying the pleonasm of rules yet fail to develop their own idea of right and wrong, and just end up letting someone new live their lives for them, usually a collective of marketers, peers, and celebrities which in turn have such a status because of the aforementioned marketers. Ultimately, all these students are spat into the real world, where they either continue "rebelling" against authority and end up combating the law in quite possibly the most ineffective way possible, or they "mature" and continue obeying whatever new boss they acquire, in addition to the government they're under and the unwritten laws of society.
I would like here to quote from a previous rant (which can be found on Mary's Facebook profile):
Actions alone cannot make a person good; a person is good also because of what -motivates- him to act. Anyone can follow all the laws or never violate the Ten Commandments and still be neither good nor wise, but instead be an ignorant fool who in the absence of such laws could not make the right choice... and were they ever to face a situation where the right thing to do was to break a law, their blind obedience would be as evil as anything else. Evil, as I see it, is the disregard of what is good, not the active will to combat it. The men most think of as truly evil do not sit there choosing their actions to "avoid good" and "seek bad". They care not of what is good or bad, but will choose their actions for greed, lust, personal gratification. Likewise, the man who does not come to understand good and evil but instead blindly follows the rules shares the same apathy towards right and wrong. He who does not actively seek good is as a result evil. Even if he would not harm another man, if neither would he help him when he could then there is no good in him.
And because there is evil disguised as good, there are people winning law suits against McDonalds for becoming obese. Firstly, people should realize their failures and stop blaming them on others. This would be a rather large step towards a better society, actually, but I plan on returning to this topic later. Secondly, the judge who ruled in favor of the fat bastard is himself guilty of following the law (although it would seem that there wouldn't be an applicable law, but just an interpretation of a law) despite what is truly right and wrong.
Additionally, there was recently an article in the DA about a chemistry major who got arrested for bomb making. However, he had no ill-will. He didn't want to hurt anyone. He just was having fun blowing up bombs. Indeed, we all have. He did nothing wrong. The law punishes the innocent and rewards evil. I personally would like to see the AIGF Act--"All In Good Fun"--which would state that if it can be shown that it was all fun and games with no intent to hurt anyone (irritating someone because they have no sense of humor doesn't count) then it's not a crime. Of course, something like bomb making would still be complicated, but enough character witnesses and such and maybe a slap on the wrist would have sufficed instead of the something like $10,000 or many years in prison they're trying to give this kid because he did what all chemistry majors do.
However, it is difficult to point the blame at any particular person, for who do you blame when everyone is blind and no one can see it? Additionally, although our government isn't inherently flawed, our implementation of it is. Communism is based on the idea of working not for the self but for the greater and common good. Indeed if every part of a society were to seek the greatest gain and minimal loss for the whole of that society, greed would become irrelevant if not counterproductive. Communism fails, however, because it attempts to enforce a greater good without bestowing any understanding of the idea of that greater good. It constructs a complex and bereaucratic idea of a greater good that appears to its participants more as oppression than community. But communism fails where other systems fail: trying to make up for a lack of human understanding of right and wrong with additional laws. Indeed, communism is so greatly based on ideas of good and evil that it fails much more greatly when it tries to explicitly define and document the abstract nature of good. Nevertheless, everone always finds fault in the systems of a society and always fails to find the fault in themselves, and thus they futilely struggle to devise better laws and better governments, yet because they continuously overlook the universal flaw, things only worsen. n reality, any system--be it government, school, economy, or otherwise--could be perfect until the people are incorporated, then if the people fail, then no system could succeed despite (actually, a system that had absolutely no reliance on human influence and acted independently may by some impossibility work, but it would subject humans to become slaves to their own creation, and that would not be a better society).
Moreover, I'm tired of people saying "Think outside the box." They're missing the point. They realize the problem: the box, so they're one step further than most people, but they're worse in the sense that they see the problem and fail to analyze it--it is better perhaps to be blind than a fool not knowing what he is looking at. The problem is indeed the box, but it has nothing to do with what is inside or outside the box. The problem is the box, and therein there shouldn't be an inside or outside. There should be no box.
A good many people who realize the flaws in society preach anarchy as a form of utopia, but there is a fundamental flaw. Granted, anarchy would force a society to work together, and perhaps to gain some understanding, but without any sort of stabelizing force, inevitably--perhaps even after many generations--the society would collapse into chaos or another corrupt, bureaucratic government would rise to power. Anarchy alone cannot create decent people. There still must be guidelines. I believe the solution is not an absence of laws, but only an absence of explicit laws. There should be a government that enforces a common good, but does not define it, therein forcing the people to figure it out on their own. Granted, this would not work on a large scale very rapidly. It would be like removing all the speed limits on all roads (something I would prefer, for safe driving, like most other aspects of goodness, is not defined by some rigid, magic number, no matter how well thought out that number is). At first, there would be a good many crashes as people drive beyond their ability, but eventually things would level out. However, couple the removal of speed limits with harder driving tests, and the enforcement of such laws as using one's indicator, not sitting in the passing lane, not driving too close to other cars, etc., and there would be much less of a problem, albeit some accidents would inevitably happen no matter what precautions were taken. Mind you, no magic number should be applied for the distance between cars allowed, either--not even a certain equation based on speed or anything. It should be based on the driver's own abilities and driving habbits. The police would have to enforce a fuzzier law.
I have been trying to devise a sort of decentralized meritocracy (with centralized things like millitary, etc., of course), which would demote people for being ignorant of right and wrong and promote people for a deeper understanding of such. There would be no definition of right and wrong, but just allowing for people to figure it out on their own. It seems at first that this would leave much room for corruption, but considering the prerequesite to enforcing any sort of "law" would be a thorough understanding of ethics (and not just textbook ethics and rules), this would greatly decrease any potential for chaos. Moreover, the officials in charge of governing and decisions would be held to a much higher standard than others, and corruption would be severely punished. Indeed, it would have room for some corruption, but would be better suited to weed out evil rulers than a society whose bureaucracy when interpreted certain ways "justifies" those evils.
It would take quite some time to be able to create a large society based on this idea if ever it would be possible (mind you, the idea is more developed than I have written here), which is why it would be best to start small. Very small. It would be ideal to have a small community of only people with sufficient understanding of abstract ideas of right and wrong to start out, and then go from there.
The important thing is losing the box--teaching abstract thought and not the knowledge and principles we obtain from such. I believe that such is easier than it sounds, but our school systems are very inadequate in teaching pretty much anything, and much reform would be necessary. It would firstly necessitate the removal of strict grading on so much more than demonstration of understanding, but would require great oversight to prevent teachers from rewarding their favourite students. Additionally it would require not simply disciplinary action towards those who merit it, but counselling and additional, focused teaching to help them understand how they have erred. Furthermore, the curriculum itself would have to be changed to feature less recitation of spelling and arithmetic and more demonstration of the underlying ideas of linguistics and mathematics. It sounds complicated, indeed, but that's only because we are taught the results before the means and we know not how to reverse it. It can be done, I assure you. For instance, I recall reading an article on using the Socratic Method to teach binary math to third graders which demonstrates exactly the sort of thing I'm talking about. Of course, complete reform of our curriculum and discipline would be difficult, but I believe it would be very worth it.
At any rate, I've written quite a bit on such and believe it to be enough for now, although I have much more I could say and intend to rant about in time. Feedback is greatly encouraged and appreciated, especially criticisms and improvements. I hope you join me someday when I wander off to escape this declining society in favor of a better one--one that still believes in truth, justice, and a nine planet solar system.
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Walrus
Aug. 14th, 2006 @ 03:37 pm Snakes on a Plane!
I don't know if anyone still reads this, but just in case, I wanted to let everyone know that I'm going to go to the Snakes on a Plane midnight premier if there is one. Everyone else is advised to do likewise if they, too, wish they were cool. You do want to be cool, don't you? Give into peer pressure! Do it! I'll see you there.
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Tarsier skull
Jul. 5th, 2006 @ 07:53 pm Coherency is a luxury I wax tortoises for.
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Three Ring Circle
Alright. Here's the skinny:

The government is trying to absorb Mexico and form the NAU with Canada, because, as you're well aware if you've been keeping up, the EU is still up to something.

The government is paying subsidies to people who aren't even growing crops! What kind of stupidity is that?

New Jersey is trying to kill itself. Many hope they succeed.

On the happier side of things, I just got Three Ring Circle today, featuring Rob Ickes on dobro, Andy Leftwich on mandolin and fiddle, and Dave Pomeroy on bass. In short, it kicks all arse. ...But I must admit, everytime I hear "Isn't She Lovely," I think of a scene from MST3K: Squirm.

My job's uneventful as always. I've been too tired to render much, so I've mostly been poking around the internet. Oh, and I have a 95% win rate on Free Cell with a win streak of 45 and a lose streak of 1. I can't remember the exact number of games I played, but I'm sure you don't or shouldn't care anyway.

I'm in and out of Wheeling constantly because of orthodontics, trying to keep my jaw from dislocating constantly. They told me I have to stop swallowing my victims whole because I shouldn't be opening my mouth that wide, but then they put these things on me that make it painful to chew. So, I've taken up injecting digestive juics into my victim and then drinking out the delicious results.

So, uh, I guess that's it for now. I'm still trying to program and such. Just nothing worth noting at this time. A few more ideas I've had that I may post once they develop a little more, too. One involving birds, one involving magnets.

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Arrrgh, I'm a sea captain
Jun. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:57 am (no subject)
Current Location: Easter Island
Current Mood: bored
Well, currently I'm up earlier than I should be because I'm debating as to whether or not I should go to Wheeling today. I was planning on it because I thought my car would be ready for me to pick up and I could stop driving the Danger Wagon and it's air-conditioning-less-ness, but apparently the other car is still waiting for some parts and/or the insurance people to do stuff that they said they were already going to do but haven't. So, if anyone has any reason I should be in Wheeling/Morgantown today give me a call. For now I'm going to lounge.
Also, there's a new restaurant in Morgantown called Cheddar's. I'ven't had much to eat there yet, but I must say this: They have this spinach dip appetizer consisting of a cheesy spinach amalgamation (yeah, I know that's not exactly the right word, but considering I've no intention of ever talking about business, I'm using it here... Cheesy is a corporation...) and nachos for dipping. I nearly soiled myself in happiness while eating it.
Work's dull most of the time. I had a lot of tedious putting of data into the computer, and then some poking around with rendering. I added some stuff to my armor thing, and I'm posting it just because I want to explain how I made the scales. I used a bump mapping and a texture I made using MS Word and Paint. Who needs Photoshop? Oh, and I found an option for antialiasing the rendering so it looks less pixelated around the edges. The shield was done at the very end of the day and is still pretty rough, but the rest is turning out rather nicely, if I dare say so myself. As an irrelevant and pleonastic side note, I had to create three different orientations of the scales or else the ones on the bottom and top would have been going the right direction, the ones on the chest would have been sideways, and the ones around the neck would have been upside-down, just because of the way Microstation decided the surfaces were oriented. Well, without further ado...
Rendering. )
I guess that's about all I have. Give me a call if anyone wants me in Wheeling. If not, I'll be in on Thursday for orthodontics.
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Arrrgh, I'm a sea captain
May. 31st, 2006 @ 05:23 pm Time to kill time.
Current Mood: moodless
Well, I just got back from my second day of work, and Mary started at the same time I ended so I won't get to see her for another seven hours. After that, she has a few days off, though, and although I still must work, at least we'll be able to spend the evenings together.
At any rate, last Sunday when Mary and I were driving to her apartment, as we came around a turn we found a dead dear in the middle of the lane. We found it too late to avoid it (considering also that there was traffic around me that I decided it wise to avoid), so it went under my car. The car received minor damage--the plastic guard bits under the car were torn up, and one or two little non-mechanical pieces of frame were slightly bent--but otherwise the car was fine. Well, maybe a bit rancid and unusually furry, but operable.
So the next day my mother drove down to look at the whole whatnot, and I then drove back up to Wheeling behind her so we could get the car to somewhere to fix it. Also, I had to go to bring back the Danger Wagon I used to drive in place of the other car for this week, especially considering I was starting work the next day (yesterday).
So now, I have no air conditioning, and no CD player. Of course, I've stolen many of my dad's cassettes to compensate for the latter, but the no AC thing is really unpleasant in this weather.
As for work, I'm at the same job I had last year, so things could be better and they could be worse. At any rate, today I managed to accomplish this ).
So, things are alright, but smelly and unpleasant at times, too, due to sweat, dead animals, and China. I'm going to go nap or play video games or something until Mary gets off work.
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Stairs
May. 28th, 2006 @ 02:25 am I ought to do this more...
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Pandora - Never Grow Up Boy by The Del McCoury Band
Well, it's been a while, and I have a lot I should post, but I know I'll never remember it all. Let's start finals week, when my last post was...
A couple nights before Devon was moving out, he packed up his 360 even though he wasn't leaving until like two days later. Considering the Cheese and I were planning on spending our evening playing Oblivion, we were thusly bored after Devon taped away his 360 and we had nothing better to do, so we took to bothering Devon.
After seeing my late pet hermit crab and friend Dr. Zoidberg off to the halls of Valhalla in traditional hermit crab funeral pyre fashion ("And with his last breath, he cursed himself."), we decided to go off-roading in Devon's Jeep. So the three of us set out along something of a utility trail Devon had pioneered alone previous nights in boredom, and we very promptly got stuck in the mud. The Cheese and I got out, and with Devon still behind the wheel, we did everything we could to move the Jeep, and succeeded in doing so insignificantly. We used large, fallen branches as levers, put them under the tires for traction, pushed, pulled, lifted, dug (and there were thorns in the mud...), etc., and were still stuck. So, ultimately we ended up calling a tow service and they removed us ("What were you guys thinking?" "Not much.").
So, Devon and Josh left, and I was alone in the apartment. Mary was often there, but when she had work, I was very bored and lonely. I've been doing some reading on game programming in C (a language that most apparently don't like to program in for some odd reason) because I finally found a book on that subject at Books-A-Million. I'ven't accomplished anything real yet, but I'll let everyone know when I produce anything remotely amusing.
Other than that, I've an orthodontist in Wheeling now who specialized in temperomandibular joint problems, which is why I decided to get braces (I could care less about my bite, but my jaw pops a lot), so I'll be traveling a lot between Morgantown and there. I've already had three appointments. Also, since Quincy and many of his friends have apparently become interested in Magic carding (again), I've dug up my old cards and have been playing with him. I'ven't done too much with them except when I'm at Quincy's, but if anyone wants a game or some cards or something, let me know.
The degus have chewed through two water bottles, causing messes/stinks in the cage and necessitating replacements. Currently they have this tank of hard plastic/metal that should be nearly chew-proof, so we'll see how that works out. That combined with their tendency to throw stuff out of their cage whenever we have the top part on (one of those things that sits on top of the aquarium to make it tiered) makes them rather annoying. Nevertheless, they're very amusing and rather cute, so I suppose we'll deal with it.
Saw X3 at the midnight premiere, and it was good. Saw many people I've missed there, and that was also good. Start work Tuesday for the same thing I did last summer, which is somewhat good, I suppose, but I'm not really looking forward to it. I'll probably use a good bit of that time to program and do some rendering.
Oh, and grades were alright. C in Microprocessors because that professor was evil. B's in everything else, and an A in Operating Systems. The only thing that really bothers me was that I got a B in Sociology because the final was multiple choice with really ambivalent questions that could've had several of the answers. Bah.
Other than that, I'm sure there's more I need to say, but for now, it's time for me to sleep.
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...I've missed this icon.
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Time Bandits minions
May. 2nd, 2006 @ 09:48 am Time for another of these update things...
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: A degu runing on a wheel.
Well, I just had my frist final, so time to rant...
First I have to say that I thought I had a final yesterday, but didn't, so ended up waking up for no real reason. I was looking at the Tuesday/Thursday instead of Monday/Wednesday/Friday class at the same time... I didn't miss the final or anything. It's tomorrow at the same time I thought it was yesterday. I should have realized something was amiss when I was going to a final at the same time Mary had a final for classes at two different times... At any rate, I got to go to Starbucks with Mary after her final because I was awake, so that was nice.
So today was really my first final, in Signals 2. I'm a little ambivalent as to how it went, because it could have gone better. You see, my professor said something along the lines of "I'm not going to put any problems on the final specifically on Fourier transforms and such because the material is cumulative and you need to know them to do the later material," so I didn't add the beginning material to my equations sheets. I only had the material relevant to the signal processing that took up the majority of the class. However, problem 3, part A asked for the Fourier Series of a square-wave that was multiplied by a signal to create a Single Sideband Suppressed Carrier modulation (don't worry about those terms... SSB-SC is kind of like AM, but weaker). I had no clue how to do it. We only learned Fourier Series to explain Fourier transforms, and those were only to demonstrate signals in the frequency domain. We did lots of Fourier transforms throughout the class because they help in actual relevant signal manipulation, but we haven't used Fourier Series since the first few weeks of class (probably the second week?). It had nothing to do with processing the carrier or modulating the signal, and there was no reason for it to be on the test. So I'm mad at my professor. I probably got a B on it anyway, assuming partial credit for the nonsense I put down in place of an answer for that one problem, but I knew the second half of that problem and all the others, so... I'm just mad because if he didn't tell us that we didn't have to know the stuff except how it was relative to signal processing I would've studied that stuff or at least put it on my equation sheets so I could've possibly gotten an A on the test.. Yar.
I don't like that professor. I mean, I like him as a person, but not as a professor. He's a good professor, even, but his teaching methods just clashed utterly with my study habbits. So, fie.
And now, I have to feed a couple degus and freshen their water, then it's back to sleep for me until I can see Mary this afternoon/evening. Good luck to all of you taking finals.
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Lazy pangolin
Apr. 21st, 2006 @ 04:13 am (no subject)
Current Location: Three feet to my left
Current Music: Pandora - "Angie" by Jim Henry & Brooks Williams
Heh... I've accomplished a new level of laziness... I keep reducing my handwriting into some sort of accidental shorthand... Instead of writing the series of characters "ivi" I made the v and dotted both lines in it. Also, instead of writing "st", I made an s and then crossed it. I'm proud of my subconscious coordination for being so lazy.
At any rate, the latest icon I've made demonstrates how I feel with all my tests and projects and everything else like finding jobs and things. Back to studying...
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Thwomp'd!
Mar. 26th, 2006 @ 04:05 am (no subject)
Current Mood: contemplative
I know it's been forever since I updated, but hey, I don't care, because apparently none of you do (except Mary and occasionally Josh or the Cheese). So let's get this straight about this post right now: I'm not writing for an audience. Everyone who reads this I talk to about the same things anyway. This is mostly just to record my current status so someday I might look back on my journal and wonder, "What was I up to for those months?"
I have a message for an audience, but it has yet to be written, and I'm not sure the audience is ready yet either. At any rate, if an audience says something, maybe I'll get them a response sooner, or just a better one.
So here's what's up:
I puchased a hermit crab, then not long after the Cheese purchased one. They're both occupying a 10 gallon aquarium in my living room now. Mine is named Dr. Zoidberg, and the Cheese's is Citizen Snips. They amuse me.
I bought an entire box (36 count) of York chocolate truffle mint patties in Millwood because I can't find them anywhere else.
V for Vendetta was an awesome movie, and afterwards I read the comic, which was awesome on a whole new level--more intellectual and deeper than the movie (as it had the room to be), but less entertaining (but still very entertaining). At any rate, I'd recommend both to everyone.
I need to mention something sometime of the ideas within them. They are ideas I've shared with the lot even before I was exposed to the V media (look back to my post calling for action... Which had a disappointing lack of responses--thanks for responding if you did). This world needs changed and no one has done anything worth doing to that end. There have been lots of good ideas about everyone just getting along--the internet, socialism, religions, world peace--but the problem is not what everyone blames, and therefore all those attempts at making a better world have just been corrupted.
Everyone blames the system, but the thing is, it's not the system. Sure, the system sucks, but it's not the system's fault. The system is not a being--it does not think, or feel, or act. It is the result of the people within the system--both controlling and being controlled--that there is all this crap in society. Put corrupt people in charge of the most infallible establishment and they will destroy it, yet put good people together and they don't even need an establishment.
The problem today is not the sex and violence on the television, nor the president with the intelligence of a mud puddle, nor the schools, nor the church, nor anything but the people.
At any rate, I've made my point for now. I'm going to stop writing on that topic before I get too deep and decide that I need to revise it and post it with the rest of the relevant material (as I have done with many posts before). There is much that needs said on society, and someday I'll say it. If you want to hear my messages, my ideas, and my aspirations sooner, just come talk to me. I'll be happy to rant incessantly for you.
At any rate, I'm growing tired. I played too many video games today... Or, rather, too much Super Mario World. Devon brought his SNES into the living room earlier today, then I put in Super Mario World and started playing. Hours later I had 90+ lives and had beaten most of the game. Now, I apparently only have two more levels to beat, but I don't know which ones. I suspect two which it said I beat but it gave me an apparently illigitimate method for doing so. Stupid game.
Well, good night. Get thinking. Society needs changed. I hope to play a part in that change.
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Deep Thought
Feb. 22nd, 2006 @ 10:23 pm Stolen from Mary...
Current Mood: sleepy
Boredom. )
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Galion
Feb. 22nd, 2006 @ 03:42 am The usual dilatory nonsense
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: This
Well, I've been studying for hours and have hours of studying left to go. I have a test tomorrow at three in my OS class. I just finished reading a chapter, though, so it's time to take a break before I finish the other two and a half.
So, for the moment, I'm just listen to music through Pandora, and I thought I'd update out of lack of anything else to kill minimal free time. I don't recall if I've explicitly mentioned Pandora in my journal before, so, if I haven't, go check it out. The way it works is that you give it some music you already like, and it creates a streaming radio station of music that possesses similarities to your music. At first it's nothing too amazing, but if you keep telling it which songs you like and which songs you don't, you can convince it more what you like about that initial music you gave it, instead of it just knowing you like that music. At any rate, after repeated sessions and repeated kicks to its shins, I've managed to forge a station that fits my tastes pretty well, rarely playing something I don't enjoy. I mean, I didn't make it span all my tastes--I think it would get confused trying to correlate 30 Seconds to Mars with John Hartford--but I've managed to make it understand what I like for this one station. I hope to soon start another station in a completely different direction, but for now, I have bigger fish to fry, and so I'll just keep listening to this station. One good sign that it's come to understand what I'm looking for in the songs is that, when I ask it, it mentions that it's playing songs because they feature "demanding instrumental part writing" and "slide/pedal steel guitars" (well, they mean it features dobro). Not exactly how I'd phrase my tastes, but two good things to have. Another way I can tell that it's grasping my taste is that it's beginning to play music from my personal collection that I haven't told it previously that I like.
I feel I'm beginning to ramble, and I can't find a better way to inform you or conclude than to include a link to my station. I think that's going in my profile, too. Enjoy.
On other music related notes, I went to see the new release of The Producers based almost entirely on the Broadway musical, based on the older movie, all of the same name and done by Mel Brooks. It was quite possibly one of the funniest things I've seen, and was certainly one of Mel Brooks' personal bests. I've heard rumor of Young Frankenstein as a musical, and I'd have to go see that on Broadway. Seriously.
At any rate, after watching the movie, I bought the soundtrack at Barnes and Noble, and listened to it almost exclusively for weeks afterwards in my car. I also took my car to get the oil changed during that time, but luckily for me, when they pulled it in, it was only playing the end of "That Face" and the beginning of "Haben Sie Gahört Das Deutsche Band?" Most other songs on that CD are potentiall offensive. The first three, I suppose, are not. After that, we have everything from, "Keep it gay!" to "Springtime for Hitler and Germany! ... Every hottsie-tottsie Nazi stand and cheer!" to "Those aging nymphomaniacs!" to "Who do you have to f*** to get a break in this stinking town?!" Amusing if you know the context, potentially amusing if you don't but are easy-going and have enough of a sense of humor, but offensive to most of the rest of those stuck-up buggers who don't know how to take a joke... *cough* Al Sharpton *cough* Muslims mad at the Danish *cough cough*
Well, I guess that's enough of a break for now. Excuse me if this entry isn't entirely syntactically, grammatically, or politically correct, or even coherent. ...I really don't care if the entry is politically correct, but it completed the parallel nicely. Nevertheless, good night.
c. m. edge
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